Breathless

If our love was a fairytale ,I would charge in and rescue you,
On a yacht baby we would sail ,To an island where we’d say I do.

And if we had babies they would look like you ,It’d be so beautiful if that came true
You don’t even know how very special you are .

You leave me breathless,You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless ,I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams ,So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless.

And if our love was a story book ,We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about ,How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made .

And if we had babies they would have your eyes ,I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don’t even know how very special you are .

You leave me breathless ,You’re everything good in my life 
You leave me breathless ,I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams ,So beautiful you’re leaving me

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You’re like an angel ,The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You’re something special ,I only hope that I’ll one day deserve what you give me
But all I can do is try ,Every day of my life .

You leave me breathless ,You’re everything good in my life ,You leave me breathless ,
I still can’t believe that you’re mine ,You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me ,Breathless,Breathless.



I don't know why but I am addict to this song,maybe cause it relates to me that much?Every single word of this lyric makes me so touch.It makes me feel empty.I prefer the Snowflaker remix that is in his album.I think I am going to learn this song by hard soon enough,if only n if only I have plenty of time.LOL. I feel like singing this song in front of u right now,maybe in the rain?Right in front of your house n a guitar in my hand?N maybe along with a bouquet of flowers or a box of chocolate as well?At the end of my singing,I will definitely say 'SORRY for my man's voice.=.='''' I m a girl with a man's voice' PFFTTTTT....

PS:I wish I have a great voice.Like DUH!!!

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Taking risk,making choices...

   Life is all about taking risks.Every risk that we take decides our future.Being too much careful might cause us losing the most precious thing in the world.I have took mine.I took so many risks in the past.There are some that make the high risk pay off,there are some that are not worthy at all.But,everything happens for a reason. It's hard to accept life the way it is but we have to go on with it whether we like it or not. Every unforgettable disappointment that I went through,I make sure that I have a heart full of determination to go on with life and strong willing to move on.Sometimes,I bring along uncountable tears that always accompany me during the harsh time of life.There are some moments where I feel so down with my life,where I almost give up n surrender in this war of life.Then,all of sudden there will be some kind of inspiration that appear from no where n it makes me realize that life actually isn't that bad as we think.The world might judge us for every single action that we do n the truth is no one knows the reason behind it;Well,unless if we tell them.At this particular moment I m taking one of the biggest risks in my life,to do or not do?I always ask myself what's the main point of waiting and sticking to one if it will end unrequited or unexpected?I have my own reasons why I choose to take this risk even though the motive behind it still seem unclear.Others do label me as an idiot?Clueless? or maybe a stubborn yet a fool girl?The thing is they don't know what I m experiencing right now,they seriously don't know how I feel at this moment.I have so much in minds from my studies life to my personal life.They just don't get it,don't they? They should put themselves in my shoes,what will they do? I appreciate every single motivation or support that they give but I hope they just know me better. Yes,till now I do question myself on why I am taking this uncertain risk? Well,I always tell others that life is all about taking risk n making choices.It doesn't matter if it is the right one or not but it is always a big matter if we have put effort to the max on something that we believe on.It's better to try instead of not trying at all.This is what I hold to for the past 18 years and it makes me who I am.I will keep on wondering about the accuracy of my choices as I already choose to stay instead of leaving.I know as time passes by,I will have the answer in my hand.I tell myself ever single day that I will not regret in any of my choices.I m learning to erase the word 'regret' in my dictionary of life.

PS:I am phobia to take a high risk in life but I have learnt in a harsh way that life is all about taking risks.
So,never feel scared to take one!

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Letting go.

  Truth to be told, I miss some one out there so much. I realise that u are no more mine, I do realise that u already gave up on us a while ago ,I realise that u certainly have deleted me from ur life for once and for all. For now, I have totally lost u. I admit it is so tough for me to get through it by myself. But, just so u noe, I will always be here for u no matter what because every word that I gave to u is like a vow that I am bound to once I made it .I am still waiting for u to come back, for ur texts to fill up my inbox, for u to call me up every single day of my life. I just miss the moment of having u lying down in front of me and felt asleep easily every time u are piss off with me. I just miss looking at ur sweet smile, ur round eyes and ur one n only dimple. But, things have changed. There will be no more our memories, tears, laughter. I do believe everything happens for a reason but at this particular moment, I m just about to give up in life. Its like I have totally lost my reason to live. I m trying to get over u as time passes by but at the same time, I am still fooling myself in front of everyone else. U know why? Because despite the way u treated me in the past is so S***, I still keep on hoping for miracles to happen. I want miracles badly now. I seriously want u back in my life .I admit that I did so many mistakes in our past but everyone makes mistake n  deserves the second chance right? Mistakes are part of learning the meaning of life. Maybe u haven't realise how important u are in my life,maybe u don't realise that I m urs faithfully.Oh, God! Can’t I just have time machine to skip this part of life of mine? Or maybe the new cure for this hurt? Which ever it is, I think time is the right cure for now. When the time comes, I will start all over again. Just so u noe, I never regret a single thing that I did for u, in fact I m proud of myself for doing so. I m trying my best to let u go too but still hoping for the uncertain from u though it is painful wait.I told u before n I m going to tell u again n again;I m a faithful lover and ain't just another sweet talker or player.

PS:I just miss having u as some one so special in my life but I m just so lost.I just want my life to get way better than it is and is it too much?
                                                                                                                        

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                                                                                                                                                  Farah Ash.

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