I m sorry for everything
from the start to the end
because of the incident
This time we really begin to become far apart
This time it is so different
This time both of us are really full of hatred
***
U can put the blame on me
Because all this happened due to my attitudes
It is totally my fault for being a very SECRETIVE person
I m a girl who is full of negative thinking when it comes to myself too
But then it is just me
Me being myself and no one else
It dosen't mean I will not change or willing to
I will if I have to for you...
***
I may not be a smart,beautiful,cute,funny girl
I may not be that kind of girl that u keep on aiming for
I may not be the one who u will think about always
But one thing for sure is that
I have put zillions of hopes on us
I have try my very best
I have put a lot of effort
Is it going to be a mistake?
Nah,it doesn't really matter now...
***
U may still pissed off with me
And there is nothing I can do to change it
I can only give u time and spaces as u needed
to think,to make,to choose
What ever it is always look at things from diff perspectives
Never look it just from one corner
***
I m again sorry for everything
Regret and guilty are my middle name atm,
Sorry really seems to be the hardest word,huh
But this is the only thing that I can do now
And I know u r so sick of my 'SORRY'
But then again there is nothing else I can do
SORRY,SORRY &SORRY
I m trying to improve to be a better person
I m not giving up
I will never do so
Because I always have a solid reason
to keep holding on,to keep breathing,to keep leaving
Which is you,My boy
***
With Love,
Farah Ash
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