People can change as time passes by...It is really up to an individual to admit it or not...Some of us change to be a better person and some to be worse....When I was a bit younger,I always told myself that I will be going to overseas for working or to continue my study...But,I guess not anymore.I mean I still want to do it but not as much as I wanted before...
WHY???Let just say I learnt it from the surroundings....When I knew I blew up my chance,I felt so misrable..I felt like my world is going to END.....Then,I realised that we can't always get everything that we want in our life....It doesn't mean that I have to give up for now....To me,maybe God kind want to tell me that I don't get what I want in life because I m not working hard enough???Or maybe because He kinda actually trying to tell me that it is just not the right path for me???Who knows???I will not stop looking for the answer...
There is some one out there that inspire me to write this post.I think maybe this is a sign from God that trying to say that it is not the right time for me to move out of this place....Or maybe I won't???grrrrrr....Confuse right now...
There is this guy who travel a lot and after few years,I realised he has changed a lot...Others keep on questioning his changes...As for me,he changes to be a be better person...Whether it is right or not,it doesn't matter..Because no one is perfect N we don't have the right to judge others especially when they did or do something that is out of our expectation...Even though we doubt it;the changes that they make,we should never stop supporting them cause we always need each other in life....
I realised that sometimes the people who we take for granted all this while r the one who actually always there for us no matter what.especially when it comes to family.I mean no matter how much we hate each other for being a hypocrite or so on...
To the other person who inspire me to write this post.I want u to know that I will pray for u just like I did before.I mean I cried and blame myself for letting u drown n drift away till now.I shouldn't n if only I know this from beginning...If only,I can see this before.If only I can stop this from happening...It will change a lot of things right now...It will make a big change in our world...Just don't stop believing in God n stay strong...God is always there for us,everyone...N I will always be here for u..I just hope that one day,u will get a sign n have a way better life than what u r having now.U deserve it.When I knew that u r getting worse,I cried and kept on crying;nothing else.Just by knowing that,u manged made me cried N I wonder what will happen if u r standing in front of me right now or soon enough....U r stronger than u know.U just don't realised that.U r not idiot like others claim...They don't know who u really r.I m not saying that I know u very well,I m just saying that they r wrong about u.
Sorry,it took me few weeks to complete this post or should I say a month...I just have so many ideas but have to think twice because this time the situation is different....The main point I m trying to say here is we r just another human being who make mistake the whole time...The difference between us is that whether we learn from it or not or whether we realised it or not...We just don't have the right to judge anyone because we all r not perfect n will never be...
Changes as time passes by..........
Posted by ASH IKIN... at Wednesday, April 28, 2010
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