Breathless

If our love was a fairytale ,I would charge in and rescue you,
On a yacht baby we would sail ,To an island where we’d say I do.

And if we had babies they would look like you ,It’d be so beautiful if that came true
You don’t even know how very special you are .

You leave me breathless,You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless ,I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams ,So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless.

And if our love was a story book ,We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about ,How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made .

And if we had babies they would have your eyes ,I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don’t even know how very special you are .

You leave me breathless ,You’re everything good in my life 
You leave me breathless ,I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams ,So beautiful you’re leaving me

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You’re like an angel ,The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You’re something special ,I only hope that I’ll one day deserve what you give me
But all I can do is try ,Every day of my life .

You leave me breathless ,You’re everything good in my life ,You leave me breathless ,
I still can’t believe that you’re mine ,You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me ,Breathless,Breathless.



I don't know why but I am addict to this song,maybe cause it relates to me that much?Every single word of this lyric makes me so touch.It makes me feel empty.I prefer the Snowflaker remix that is in his album.I think I am going to learn this song by hard soon enough,if only n if only I have plenty of time.LOL. I feel like singing this song in front of u right now,maybe in the rain?Right in front of your house n a guitar in my hand?N maybe along with a bouquet of flowers or a box of chocolate as well?At the end of my singing,I will definitely say 'SORRY for my man's voice.=.='''' I m a girl with a man's voice' PFFTTTTT....

PS:I wish I have a great voice.Like DUH!!!

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Taking risk,making choices...

   Life is all about taking risks.Every risk that we take decides our future.Being too much careful might cause us losing the most precious thing in the world.I have took mine.I took so many risks in the past.There are some that make the high risk pay off,there are some that are not worthy at all.But,everything happens for a reason. It's hard to accept life the way it is but we have to go on with it whether we like it or not. Every unforgettable disappointment that I went through,I make sure that I have a heart full of determination to go on with life and strong willing to move on.Sometimes,I bring along uncountable tears that always accompany me during the harsh time of life.There are some moments where I feel so down with my life,where I almost give up n surrender in this war of life.Then,all of sudden there will be some kind of inspiration that appear from no where n it makes me realize that life actually isn't that bad as we think.The world might judge us for every single action that we do n the truth is no one knows the reason behind it;Well,unless if we tell them.At this particular moment I m taking one of the biggest risks in my life,to do or not do?I always ask myself what's the main point of waiting and sticking to one if it will end unrequited or unexpected?I have my own reasons why I choose to take this risk even though the motive behind it still seem unclear.Others do label me as an idiot?Clueless? or maybe a stubborn yet a fool girl?The thing is they don't know what I m experiencing right now,they seriously don't know how I feel at this moment.I have so much in minds from my studies life to my personal life.They just don't get it,don't they? They should put themselves in my shoes,what will they do? I appreciate every single motivation or support that they give but I hope they just know me better. Yes,till now I do question myself on why I am taking this uncertain risk? Well,I always tell others that life is all about taking risk n making choices.It doesn't matter if it is the right one or not but it is always a big matter if we have put effort to the max on something that we believe on.It's better to try instead of not trying at all.This is what I hold to for the past 18 years and it makes me who I am.I will keep on wondering about the accuracy of my choices as I already choose to stay instead of leaving.I know as time passes by,I will have the answer in my hand.I tell myself ever single day that I will not regret in any of my choices.I m learning to erase the word 'regret' in my dictionary of life.

PS:I am phobia to take a high risk in life but I have learnt in a harsh way that life is all about taking risks.
So,never feel scared to take one!

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Letting go.

  Truth to be told, I miss some one out there so much. I realise that u are no more mine, I do realise that u already gave up on us a while ago ,I realise that u certainly have deleted me from ur life for once and for all. For now, I have totally lost u. I admit it is so tough for me to get through it by myself. But, just so u noe, I will always be here for u no matter what because every word that I gave to u is like a vow that I am bound to once I made it .I am still waiting for u to come back, for ur texts to fill up my inbox, for u to call me up every single day of my life. I just miss the moment of having u lying down in front of me and felt asleep easily every time u are piss off with me. I just miss looking at ur sweet smile, ur round eyes and ur one n only dimple. But, things have changed. There will be no more our memories, tears, laughter. I do believe everything happens for a reason but at this particular moment, I m just about to give up in life. Its like I have totally lost my reason to live. I m trying to get over u as time passes by but at the same time, I am still fooling myself in front of everyone else. U know why? Because despite the way u treated me in the past is so S***, I still keep on hoping for miracles to happen. I want miracles badly now. I seriously want u back in my life .I admit that I did so many mistakes in our past but everyone makes mistake n  deserves the second chance right? Mistakes are part of learning the meaning of life. Maybe u haven't realise how important u are in my life,maybe u don't realise that I m urs faithfully.Oh, God! Can’t I just have time machine to skip this part of life of mine? Or maybe the new cure for this hurt? Which ever it is, I think time is the right cure for now. When the time comes, I will start all over again. Just so u noe, I never regret a single thing that I did for u, in fact I m proud of myself for doing so. I m trying my best to let u go too but still hoping for the uncertain from u though it is painful wait.I told u before n I m going to tell u again n again;I m a faithful lover and ain't just another sweet talker or player.

PS:I just miss having u as some one so special in my life but I m just so lost.I just want my life to get way better than it is and is it too much?
                                                                                                                        

                                                                                                                                                    With love,
                                                                                                                                                  Farah Ash.

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A letter that is only for u...

I saw people doing this;writing letter to future patner and I think it is kinda fun so I give a try on this.

  Dear my future husband,
  At this momment,we may have met each other or not yet?we may have knew each other but not well enough or maybe we are close yet so far way.Who knows?I just wanna u to know that I m writing this especially for you.Maybe it is too early because base on my future plan,marriage is something that I wanna to do by the time I m exactly 30(minimum age).Why 30?Because I wanna be really stable physically, emotionally  and financially.I wanna give the best to u and the upcoming family.I mean it.I dont want my family to feel or experience poverty like I had been through before.I wanna provide the best education for the kids.I wanna the kids to be smart,brilliant but not too much of NERDY.I wanna help u out in ur carrier in a way.Maybe,if u r into bussines,I can help u out financially.
  I wanna both of us to go to work together in our BMW car.We are going to hire a driver but not for us but for the kids.So that we don't have to rush to fetch up the children to and from school.We are so going to need a cook because I m very bad at cooking.Everyday I wanna u to drive me to work and right before I get my ass out of the car,U will tell me whether we are going to have lunch togehter or not.If I have important meeting or handling big cases,I wanna to listen to ur big ideas and wish me luck.I will not be too much on work,I promise!To me,work is important but not as important as family.
  I wanna us to live in a house that at least has mini library in it and a swimming pool.I hate reading but I wanna set a good example for the children,I can always try to be one...I want them to be a book worm while u can use it as your home-office.The swimmnig pool?I m a bad swimmer but it's never too late to learn something new in life.I m going to make sure that the kids going to be good at swimming and playing music instrument as it may help them in a way.We are so going to travel from one place to another.But,once in a blue moon,we are going to have our honey moons where it is going to be only two of us.Did I mention I wanna 3 kids?I have figured out the names..=)
  Everyday,we are going to wake up in each other arms,feeling so grateful to God for the bless and thakful for having each other for the rest of the life.There shall be no regret at all even if our marriage is not as beautiful as it supposed to be at that time.Whatever it is,we are going to overcome it together.Everyday,I m going to warm up our love in many ways.I am going to express our love in many languages non-stop.I will always try to be very romantic as much as I can;In fact,I m having so many ideas regarding it now.I m going to learn guitar,boost up my writing poem skills,learn the three powerful words in different languages,read more and more to get tips on how to be romantic.The part of life that u choose to spend it on me will always full of suprise.There will always something new that we are going to try out every day.Just sit back,enjoy the up n down of life with me by ur side,holding ur hand always and know that u will always be in my heart.


PS:I kinda support polygamy in a way but not fully.Others have problem on that?I don't give a damn about    it.=P

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LEFT AND RIGHT...

    Things change as time passes by with out we realising it.Sometimes,we wonder why is that things happen in a very offensive way?Why is that by the time we realise our mistake,it has been too late to undo it for most of us?Why is that we do not beware of the upcoming problem in the first place?Why is that the decision that we made earlier is turning to be a disaster?
  Well,firstly problems are just so meant to be in our life.With out it,our lifes will be so dull,unattaractive and not so advanterous after all.Some how,we do need it.Due to it,we will become stronger,more mature and more careful when it comes to every single matter in our lifes.For some,they can change to be some one new.Whether one self changes to be a better person or worse is depending on the way they look at it,the way they look at thier problems and the way they solve it.In the blink of an eye,we can turn to be some one who we do not even know.
  The momment it comes up in life,we will be start cursing it but then,by the time we manage to overcome it,we will be smiling to ourselves.We will be proud of ourselves,we will feel so refersh.What a relief!!!Label it all u want;problems,obsatcles,the headaches,the mystery,the questions and the puzzles in our lifes.We will never ever able to run from it.Just try to run from it once,u will realise that u will have to face it in the end.It does take time;for some,it might take a long time but patient is one of the ways to get out of it.In fact,it is the only way for certain cases.Yes,we do feel so sick about it sometimes but once again it is just meant to 'lighten' up life.Never surrender,give up and lose hopes in life easily.Taking all the time we need is also the key to get rid of it.
  Life is a cycle.We can be at the top ,we can be at the bottom in just few seconds.Sure thing that it is very easy to be said,very hard to be done and no one knows the exact feeling,the suffering and the experience of one self because not every one has the same problem;Maybe in the same topic but not in the same situations.Everyone is fated to have their own problem.Each of us envy each other when it comes to certain matter,we will never be grateful;that is just human being.It is always greener on the other side isn't it?So,when u look at one person whom u envy much,whom u salute,whom u feel as if it is better to be her or him,think again.Everyone has their own weakness and strength and God is always testing our faith in a lot of different ways.Never look at a thing from a single angle only instead look at it from many.I end up my post this time with poem entitled 'Left and Right'.This is actually the poem that I had put up in my power point project,the one that I wanted to put up over here but did not manage to do so..=)

When ever there is up, then there will be down
When ever there is excitement, then there will be sorrow
When ever there is trust, then there will be lies
When ever there is triumph, then there will be disaster
When ever there is love, then there will be heart break
When ever there is positive, then there will be negative
That is the true fact about life no matter how much we try to deny it
It is just so unpredictable so be prepare
As MAN proposes, God disposes
Therefore, treat left and right equally always…
 
PS:I think that this is the first positive post in my blog.Hope there will be more :-/

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